- SAD -

It's 4.30am now...But i still cant fall asleep =( i don't know why ..

I sat for my final exam on monday.... For me, it was really worse ... The worst exam ever!! The 1st and 2nd questions i still can answer.... I wrote about 3 full pages but the 3rd one i cant even write one full page... I was lacking of time n i din study much for that chapter coz it has been came out on May/June paper, i thought it would not come out in the same year so.... After came out from exam hall, i feel like wanna cry... I did prepared very very very well for this paper... But why? T.T
I tried to sleep when i get home, but i couldn't... keep thinking of my paper... WORSE... I think that i would fail this paper honestly... haih...... When my dad called me, i cant stop crying and telling him, i did very bad for my law paper just now... I was trying to explain to him.. He din blame me .. But... he keep laughing at me n and said, why r u crying? it's only an exam.. Take it easy .. i feel more bad after listened to what he said... Tears cant stop dropping n i cant say anything anymore.... i din blame anyone but myself...

Mum called me n said the same thing , my sis from singapore as well.... I don't why they can laugh when i was crying .... hahaha ... they want me to feel better n stop thinking about it i think.. but i cannot...... I'm really sad =(

Until now, i cant stop thinking my paper.... Feel so sorry to those who put hope on me..... Sorry =(

I cant sleep well for whole night but crying in the midnight..... I miss my family ... I need my mum's hug..... and i need my sis n bro encouragement ... I need dad to cheer me up .... no ones here, only me .......